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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I'll be away from 2nd - 8th December on a holiday to the Republic of China.

If you desperately need to contact me, you can sms me at 93295000 (yes, I know I'm taking a risk here by putting my number up on the World Wide Web, so please don't spam me with calls/messages), and because according to Xinyuan, smses are not subject to auto-roaming charges, I will reply if I really need to.

(Disclaimer: I said you can sms me, but don't come and hantam me if your phone bills suddenly go sky-high - I'm not sure about the waiver myself. :X )

the raven
Sunday, November 29, 2009

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore —
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visiter," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door —
Only this and nothing more."

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December;
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; — vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow — sorrow for the lost Lenore —
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore —
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken, sad, uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me — filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating
"'Tis some visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door —
Some late visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door; —
This it is and nothing more."

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you" — here I opened wide the door; ——
Darkness there and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore?"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!" —
Merely this and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore —
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;—
'Tis the wind and nothing more!"

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately Raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door —
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door —
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Nightly shore —
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
Quoth the Raven "Nevermore."

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning — little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door —
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."

But the Raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing farther then he uttered — not a feather then he fluttered —
Till I scarcely more than muttered "Other friends have flown before —
On the morrow he will leave me, as my Hopes have flown before."
Then the bird said "Nevermore."

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore —
Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore
Of 'Never — nevermore'."

But the Raven still beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore —
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking "Nevermore."

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,
But whose velvet-violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee — by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite — respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore;
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the Raven "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! — prophet still, if bird or devil! —
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted —
On this home by Horror haunted — tell me truly, I implore —
Is there — is there balm in Gilead? — tell me — tell me, I implore!"
Quoth the Raven "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! — prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us — by that God we both adore —
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore —
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth the Raven "Nevermore."

"Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!" I shrieked, upstarting —
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! — quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
Quoth the Raven "Nevermore."

And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted — nevermore!

-- The Raven (1845), Edgar Allen Poe


Saturday, November 28, 2009

Aaaah yesterday was so tiring.

Woke up bright and early and had to pack for my Taiwan trip. After that my mum and I went to look for the Chinese tuition centre so I could register, but GUESS WHAT? IT MOVED. All the way to where the sports complex was! Rawr. The people we asked for directions kept saying it was "not that far from here", but I suppose that only applies if you have a car or lots of free time. It was, like, at least 15 minutes away if we were to briskwalk.

So we decided to just drop the idea and go back some other time. Sigh.

Home visit was pretty...educational. I can speak Cantonese omgxzxzxz! Never realised, because I speak English/Mandarin (English for my dad, Mandarin for my mum) to my parents at home. They don't want me to pick up the dialect, because they want to have a secret language to communicate in without my figuring out what they're talking about. -.- My grandma, on the other hand, is a lifesaver. Everytime I go on a holiday with her, we have to share a room and I get to practise my bad Canto on her. She doesn't mind, because my cousins don't want to learn the dialect but I'm enthu about it O.o

I just realised that I never end my posts properly.

...Whatever.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

This whole furore over learning Chinese is complete crap.

What's the big deal? If your Chinese sucks, work on it. If you can't speak Mandarin, watch Mandarin TV channels/listen to 100.3FM or whatever and LEARN. Duh.

I can't stand wusses who give up just because the going gets tough. And the woman who wrote in in 1989 about how she migrated because her son was too soft and couldn't take the rigour of the curriculum?

WELL, GOOD RIDDANCE. Singapore doesn't need people like you.

But now they're going to teach Chinese in English! This is beyond ridiculous. If the kids come from English-speaking homes, get their parents to speak Mandarin to them! And parents, if you can't speak Mandarin, there's a whole range of free-to-air educational shows in Mandarin on Channel 8. Or you can get your kid addicted to Channel 8 dramas -.- The plots are bad, but just bear with it. Anything to improve your Chinese, right?

This is beyond ridiculous. If the Chinese who come to Singapore can become proficient in English, why can't we do the same for their language? Doesn't make sense.

Gosh. No wonder Singaporeans are complaining that foreign talents are "taking away our jobs". You know, if people spent less time whining in the Forum pages and instead used the time to upgrade themselves (say, by improving their language skills), maybe their jobs wouldn't get stolen by other people. Seriously. If people steal your jobs, FIGHT THEM FOR IT. We are too soft nowadays.

narnia + technology


(Minutes later the White Witch rolls up and, confused, tries to tempt the probe with a firmware upgrade.)

don't you love the sixties too?



This song popped into my head when I was in the bathroom. Wonder why. But I like the sixties!

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Didn't really feel like posting the entire week, so.

Monday's Exco meeting was fun :D Somehow having lots of people around makes things more efficient, and we were done after 2 hours! Yay. Then we all trooped off to Shaw to eat brunch, and Xinyuan made me buy Subway subs with her ): Super annoying la, the meal so wasn't worth it. I was hungry again after 3 hours. No wonder she always orders the footlong. Veggies don't fill you up for long.

We have crazy juniors lolol. YanHan, Jiaxing, Ningxin and Karmun were sitting opposite us, and they kept laughing at absolutely nothing at all! Vic reminded them that the loud laughter coming from our table might disrupt the PDAing of the couple near us, which elicited this response: "HAHA then we'll wait till they're almost smooching *makes smoochy face*, and then LAUGH EXTRA LOUDLY HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA~ (x100)"

...Yeah, my AV juniors are nuts.

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Wednesday was okayish; sitting in the old playground after 7 years with new friends and memories felt really strange and wonderful and familiar all at once. I couldn't recognise my first primary school anymore, but I don't really have feelings for it; when I was 8 I didn't know anything but books and praises and being shut out.

Maybe after 7 years, I'll return to Rivervale Crest as a world-weary 23-year-old and reminisce about the good old days. Hmm.

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