I feel terribly inadequate all of a sudden.

In the can't-do-anything-right sense. The fact that I screw up piano and my grades are lacklustre and I do absolutely nothing about the opportunities that other people give me and that I am average, at best.

My poetry is average. So is my prose, apparently, though I personally think it sucks. My Math sucks. My other subjects are neither good nor bad. I'm not the best yearmate or batchmate or orgcomm member and I can't even work equipment properly.

This is depressing.
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Sigh today was yearouting and I couldn't go D: According to Audrey's PM, "YEAROUTINGWASABLAST" too.

Ahwell.