Oh gosh I think when people say they dread EYA checking of papers they don't really mean it, but I'm seriously, seriously dreading it. Like don't want it to come that kind.

I just keep having this recurring vision of myself weeping and holding my failed paper and being totally depressed for the rest of the week and hiding in the AV room refusing to come out. It's so freaky la I hope it's not gonna happen.

I'm also deathly scared of my ranking in class/level dropping, even though it probably is going to slip somewhat. It's scary because what's happening to me man, I never used to be THIS kiasu!