Urgh I've been having a Bad Week. Not just any kind of bad week, but a truly Bad Week. I feel like writing but I can't write anything. Headache's gone but now I feel weirdly empty and floaty. Sore throat also gone but now I CAN'T FEEL MY THROAT. Life sucks. (The only consolation is dying.)



Mentorship results were grandly released by Ms Sharon Ong on Tuesday. Most of us already knew the results, but it was a closure regardless. Ms Ong was pretty nice about it. I think I'll cry when I hear the FPS results. Oh disappear, foolish, terrible hope! Why do those who have everything already seem to get more and more, while those who have nothing remain woefully...nothing?



Maybe I do lack practice. I don't normally write unless I really have to, and don't keep records of what I write on random whims because most of it sucks. Maybe I shall keep a journal of everything I've ever written and hide it deep inside a closet, because many people will know (especially my parents) that I hate showing other people any piece of writing that I think sucks. Which is most of my writing, really.

Urgh nap hangover. Life sucketh.