Monday, April 14, 2008
I'm just really stressed and tired and everything now, so.
I've been feeling like some gigantic loser lately. In terms of friendships and year stuff and academic stuff. It's like, okay I improved academically, but it's still not enough?
Traddance is sorely missed. Somehow this feels so strange, but yearmates will get what I'm talking about; everyone has their own opinions, but it's good to let out frustrations sometimes. Maybe some methods may be healthier than others, but this IS, after all, one way of anger management. I'm sure this tension didn't just appear out of nowhere; for some of us, that was the last straw.
Okay I feel a bit better now.
I woke up late today, but somehow had the time to eat three slices of bread plus margarine and tuna filling AND get to Bishan Library earlier than anyone else, even though I was late. Slacked on the 1st floor reading Teens, until Delia came. We both slacked around reading Teens and children's books until Hilary came.
Then Yeqi the oversleeper finally arrived, so we went to the 4th floor to work on Lit PT in a cosy corner of the library with nice glass walls. Yeqi didn't tie her hair today and looked nicer, but the effect would've been better if she'd combed her hair lol. Hilary didn't tie her hair either, but she looked normal somehow.
We are unproductive people. :D
Then I went to wait for Audrey and watch the Bishan Gay do his worksheets or whatever. Smsed Yeqi to come down and look too (since she's always wanted to see him) and the rest of the group went to Macs to eat. Audrey dearest was late, because she got lost :/
We went to Macs to eat too, because I didn't bring enough cash with me and had to pay by Ezlink D: Chococones and double cheeseburgers are nice.
Supporting was quite okay la. I sat with Mala and Aud and we were rubbishing around as yearmates normally do. But the match ended quite early, so we went back to J8 Macs together with Aud's friend Rumin (I think it's spelt that way) to eat more food. Aud had another double cheeseburger tsk. Mala and I shared Aud's $2 (she treated us yay) to get 1 chococone each.
(I am so getting fat. Like, 2 chococones in 1 day?!)
Then I had to go home by bus and the rest went back by train.
I'm hungry D: There's Japanese curry in the fridge, but I shall resist all temptation to eat it until my mum gets home.